Thursday, January 26th, 2006
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6:15 pm - one last entry
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this is it my life on livejournal is now over i will only be blogging on myspace from now on i think i may cry soon *sniff sniff* well goodboye all my lj friends i know most of u have myspace anyway so it doesnt matter
and because i have never had a reason to use the devious mood i am going to now cause its cute!
current mood:  devious
current music: the sound of tears falling
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Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
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7:18 pm - someone kill me now
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i have proved myself a weak weak person today. i hooked up with Jean-Luc agian. i guess it is a good thing i wasnt seriouse about the guy from RM Ben because had i been this would have so totaly proven me incapable of haveing a commited relationship. i mean i knew i wasnt over Jean-Luc and i admitted that but christ this is just sad on my part. If i was my owm friend i would have written myslef off by now thankfuly i have better friends than i deserve. i just thought the world would want to know of my fialure as a person.
current mood:  crushed
current music: carzy little thing called love - queen
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Monday, January 23rd, 2006
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3:38 pm
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i have my permit the roads are no longer safe. i spent like 2 or 3hrs at the DMV but i can now drive if my dad ever lets me in his car.
current mood:  bouncy
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Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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5:28 pm - fuck yah
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i am getting my learners tommoro, daddy finaly ran out of excuses!
current mood:  accomplished
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Saturday, January 21st, 2006
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3:39 pm
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i am so confused, i know its nothing new, but its a new type of confusion. i can't figure out myspace i am so lost sombody help me or i may kill myslef, or just aj's computer neither is a good option.
current mood:  annoyed
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Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
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9:46 pm
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6:58 pm
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i have a date i have a date why yes i have a date
its tommoro
hes realy nice
he goes to RM (richard montgomery)
current mood:  happy
current music: wierd french movie
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Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
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1:04 pm
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no matter how broken a clock is, it will always be right two times in the day.
i took this test when i first got my LJ and it is interesting to see how i have changed...
The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
originial
The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test
current mood:  curious
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12:40 pm
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the wierdest thing happened to me today. i finished me H. US mid term and i still had an hour and a half, and because i literaly woke up 5 min before the bus came (more whining about that later), i had nothing to do but just sit there. so i got out the rosary i keep in my purse, and i just sated to say it in my head. it was wierd i just kept say the prayers over and over agian and i gianed a sense of calm. it was like meditating, i thought about the 5 misteries and i was at peace.
( whining about how i slept in )
current mood:  groggy
current music: pixies- monkey gone to heaven
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Sunday, January 15th, 2006
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8:34 pm
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i have just finished a class at nazi yoga. omg it was awsumly horrible. the classroom was literaly at 110 degrees and they had 2 humidifiers! rue and i spent an houre and a half in that classroom doing evil yoga. at one point i was literaly seeing spots in my vision. there were two ppl who had to walk out but i managed to stay in that room for the full time and do the majority of the exerixises for at least one set. thought i was sweating like a freakin pig!. they guy in front of me looked like it was rianing on him i was scared in a good way.
current mood:  tired
current music: some music i dont know and my cat meowling with misha
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10:16 am
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i am at my godmothers house in virginia with my cat it is very nice here, unfortunatly my allergys are killy me because she has 2 dogs and 2 cats of her own. something has been bugging me recently i just saw a pic representing the hey diddle diddle poem everyone grew up on and i realised i dont know it. very depressing now i am going to have to memorise it such a sad state of affiars.
current mood:  awake
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Friday, January 13th, 2006
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10:40 pm
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i cannot belive my mother. she took my cat into the vet to get its shot except daddy told her that quiz has all his shots. but its not like she cares ooooh noooo. so now my cat got the double works and could possibly be very ill. thank you mother i needed that right now.
i have officaly started my sea-scape, ok so all it is, is blue and grap piant pver my pencil scetches. but hey its a start. i realy hate micheal being in my art classes i just cant concentarte as it is and he just makes it worse, AND HE IS NOT THAT GOOD AN ARTIST FRIDAYS IS ADVANCED!!!! (if daniel brings any more of his friends i think i will kill him even if he is a nice person)
i think i am going to call Ben (the one who goes to RM) and see if he still likes me, its never to soon to get back in the swing of things. not to mention he was realy sweet when i told him i had to cancel (but i dont cheat on people, i am good like that).
Ngozi came over for pizza night, there werent that many nigerian jokes at all it was kind of a let down but in a good way.
current mood:  drained
current music: something corperate- cavanaugh park
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Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
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9:22 pm - i am on the war path
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now for operation get over Jean-Luc, it will start with asking Ben (he goes to RM) out some time this week end i have been stringing that guy on for way to long. and then i get to play the freaking FIELD... hell yes *doing a jig*
i have come to realise i have spent way way way to much time wasted with Jean-Luc, he acted almost as if he was ashamed of me, SCREW THAT!
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: something corperate- punk rock princess
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9:16 pm - the impossible has happened
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SHE APOLOGISED... i think it was a first for her, daddy says i should frame it as a historic moment.
current mood:  amazed
current music: something corperate- drunk girl
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Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
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1:48 pm - hmmm i wonder...
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if the universe needs to be like her
if the world revolves around her
if the earth spins to accommodate her
if the country looks to her
if the city plans to her
if the county is advised by her
if the neighborhood is ruled by her
if the house is hers
if the family is controlled by her
Because if not somebody should tell her
I told her I thought as much when I left her a letter with her check and her stupid gift. I will not be bought even buy her. I told her I will not be speaking to her until I get an apology for what she managed to do, and what she tried to do to my family. What will most likely happen is that she will die before ever giving me an apology, or my father for that matter who she would have hurt even worse had her plans not fallen thought. She cannot do this and hide behind the claim of FAMILY, families help each other, they support each other. She has done none of that and I hope she feels my wrath for her aggressions against MY family. I am my grandmother’s grandchild (my fathers mother didn’t speak to her mother for 5 years because she wouldn’t accept my adopted aunt, and only did once she apologized). I may be Cuban but I am Slovak too and they can hold a grudge.
current mood:  pissed off
current music: the sound of studing children
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Friday, January 6th, 2006
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3:26 pm - FUCK YES I AM S.I.N.G.E.L.
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OK so today started out amazing
before the 1st bell even rang i broke up with Jean-Luc aka 'ponyta'.
blow by blow...
taylor molly ngozi kristen and i are talking and i say i plan to break up with him today
well as a joke i say this gag i had thought to do wich was just go up to him were his friend were and break up with him right then
yah with the encouragement of molly ngozi and taylor i did it
i went up to him and his friends and was like (from here on word for word) "dude we need to talk" and he didnt do anything just sat there so i think fine we can do this here then and i said...
"you're an asswhole and i am breaking up with you"
and i just walked away
fuck yes i am awsum
current mood: ecstatic
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Thursday, January 5th, 2006
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8:37 pm
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i will break up.
with him it will be tommorow after school
jebus i think i might even say those horrid words
...'we need to talk'
oh and mom is home right now i am stashed at kristens it is getting realy late
current mood:  anxious
current music: carrie
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Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
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3:33 pm - I NEED HELP (and not the phycological kind today)
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ok i am doing this project for food trends and i have to thik of some kind of kitchen invention and i cant think of shit that hasnt already been invented help! i am drowing in a sea of cook utencils!
current mood:  cranky
current music: the sound of my head bashing agianst the wall
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Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
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9:12 pm
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my world is collasping around my ears and i am going to fial algebra 2 and i dont think i will be able to go to college (or so says my guidence councelor) super fun. i still havent broken up with him thought i am seriously considering it. and i am sorry ngozi *shame faced* if i knew you were alseep i wouldnt have poked you. thats all for now.
oh and i hate Clara Bow (or maybe just my US project who knows)
Also NC for new years was fun but it was wierd with out george and i got sick like the day we got there (allergys) so i was a benne-drugged and kristen was upset because i was always asleep. :( And i managed to sleep throught new years and apperantly my dad shot a pull poper off in my ear and it didnt even faze me (that was how much benedryl i was on)
current mood:  blah
current music: the sound of my head bashing in to the wall
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Thursday, December 29th, 2005
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10:52 am - ish way to much to write
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ok because so much has hapened since i last updated i am going to do this one realy condensed....
i have a boyfriend,
i am going to dump him in a few days,
how ironic i get what i have wanted for so long,
to realise i dont want it at all
spent christmas in hagerstown with way to much family,
we came home early because of guess who...
my mom is still crazy,
now she wants to move back in,
i have been staying at kristens
i got my dollhouse,
going to build it some time
mother is comeing now so i have to run to kristens
current mood:  down trodden
current music: the sound of my head bashing a gianst the wall
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